Imperfect

The mind is such a powerful tool. It has the ability to make me feel happy, energetic and alive, but sometimes my mind has the oppoisite affect. Yesterday was a great day, nothing to complain about. At noon, I got lunch with my step mom, which was amazing. We got to catch up on each others lives, but we did it in complete honesty, there were no outside pressures or people giving us reason to be dishonest. I am so greatful to be sober and experience life, but sometimes life throws something my way that I wasn't expecting. After I got back from lunch I checked my e-mail and there was a response from the company I applied to work for, they no longer had any positions available. I didn't think I deserved that, don't these people know who I am and how many positive changes I am trying to bring to my life, how dare they turn me down. HAHA that's just sometimes how I think, doesn't make it right. I completely allowed that little turn of events in my life to destroy the rest of my day. I felt less than, incapable of doing all the things I want to achieve in life. So dramatic right? Well, anyways I made it through the day sober, but didn't do it in the most uplifting positive way.

Until later today.

Perry